(via jemappelle)
Is it so bad to want this? Maybe I’m just feeling lonely, but it’s my human right. Something’s gotta give, right?
TEN FIRSTS
1. First Best Friend: Skyler Shaddix
2. First Pet: Kiwi
3. First Piercing: ears, as a baby
4. First high school crush: haha, see also first heartbreak
5. First CD: Millennium by The Backstreet Boys
6. First Car: Frankie, the ‘88 Acura Legend
7. First True Love: do those really exist?
8. First Stuffed Animal: i don’t recall.
9. First Concert: Taking Back Sunday, Atreyu, FFAF, and The Varsity
10. First Funeral: I don’t remember
NINE LASTS
1. Last Beverage: water
2. Last Vehicle Ride: ride home from breakfast yesterday
3. Last Movie Seen: Major Payne
4. Last Phone Call: Payne asking what I wanted for dinner last night
5. Last CD Played: The Audition’s Controversy Loves Company
6. Last Bubble Bath: the summer before Basic
7. Last Time You Cried: ha. very recently.
8. Last Kiss: too long ago.
9. Last Concert attended: i don’t remember… that’s bad.
EIGHT HAVE YOU EVERS
1. Have you ever dated one of your best friends? no.
2. Have you ever been arrested: noooo.
3. Have you ever skinny dipped: not yet.
4. Have you ever been on TV: does public access count? i was in a televised play growing up.
5. Have you ever kissed someone and regretted it: no. i meant everything.
6. Have you ever had a sex dream about someone you know: haha
7. Have you ever been sent to the emergency room: a couple times.
8. Have you ever been in a fist fight: with my siblings, yes.
SEVEN THINGS YOU USE ON A DAILY BASIS
1. toothbrush
2. cellular device
3. hands
4. soap
5. chapstick
6. clothes
7. teeth
SIX FAVORITE BANDS/ARTISTS
1. Copeland
2. Manchester Orchestra
3. Mae
4. As Cities Burn
5. Paramore
6. Mat Kearney
FIVE THINGS YOU WANT TO SAY TO 5 DIFFERENT PEOPLE
1. I love you so much, you’re like a sister to me.
2. I wish you would just TELL me what’s going on. But you don’t. You don’t talk to me about it at all. And that drives me crazy.
3. Leave me allllooooone, please.
4. You are not the world.
5. I hope I’m as cool of a mom to your future nieces/nephews as you are to mine. ;)
FOUR PEOPLE YOU CAN TELL ANYTHING TO
1. Sam
2. LeeAnna
3. Burnett
4. Nonnie
THREE CHOICES
1. Heart decision or brain decision? heart.
2. Blonde or Brunette: brunette.
3. Social Butterfly or Wallflower: a mix of both.
TWO THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE
1. life a life full of meaning
2. fall in love and make it last
ONE THING YOU REGRET
1. not speaking up more often
#547
Someone who will have and endless poke war with me, just because.
Man, I screwed up.
“I see you came out here to write your song, but you don’t have too long, so show me what you’re working with. I’d like to give you a little something and you may think it’s nothing on first listen. In the time it takes for you to make love, you could break love, waste love, and throw it all away. But all you need is faith and hope will bring a brighter day. And every time that you love, let it lift someone else up. If somebody tries to burn you, give him your hand in turn and pick him up when he’s all alone. Now if you find yourself getting frustrated try not to get too jaded or you could go insane like me.”
“I tell you man you must be crazy. Or am I always lazy when it comes to love? With every failure and turning tide I toss the boomerang but ah, it never comes back to me. So have some faith you say and hope will find it’s way? Well, I doubt what you’re sure of when. And it seems to me the greatest of these is love…but it’s so hard to love.”
WHOA! this thing still exists. i’m excited to dive back in and keep some sort of record of my life. be prepared, friends! :)
got this done on june 9th. a month after my sister was killed in a car accident. she had the same one in the exact same place. now ill always have a peice of her with me everyday…
aw man. the story behind this makes me so sad. i couldn’t even imagine losing my sister. i feel for you. :(
Thank you for writing this for me, Mr. Dennen.

